TW: This email discusses depression and suicidal thoughts related to thyroid conditions. Please take care of yourself and read when you're in a good headspace. I need to share something important with you today - something I wish someone had told me years ago. Recently, I came across a study that confirmed what I've long suspected: people with Hashimoto's and hypothyroidism face a significantly higher risk of depression and suicidal thoughts. The research, published in a Danish nationwide register study, found that "death by natural causes, mainly suicide, is increased in patients with Hashimoto's thyroiditis." (Read the study here) This hit me like a ton of bricks because I've lived it. When I had my thyroidectomy in 2017, no one - not my doctors, not my endocrinologist - warned me about the mental health impact. They mentioned weight gain. They talked about fatigue. But depression? Suicidal feelings? Complete silence. What happened next nearly broke me. As my natural thyroid hormones disappeared and I relied on a woefully inadequate dose (75 mcg - practically a starter dose for someone with a functioning thyroid, let alone someone with none), I spiraled into darkness. Each day grew heavier than the last. I felt hopeless, convinced everyone would be better off without me. Two things saved my life: love and research. My 10-year-old son, bless his heart, appointed himself my daily walking buddy. "Come on, mum," he'd say, coaxing me out for just a short walk around the block. Those small steps with him kept me going when nothing else could. Meanwhile, my obsessive research into thyroid function gave me a critical lifeline - knowledge. Even as despair engulfed me, one tiny part of my brain held onto the fact that these feelings weren't "real" - they were symptoms of severe hypothyroidism that could improve with proper treatment. It took another endocrinologist (who was horrified at my miniscule dosage with no thyroid) to finally increase me to 125 mcg. Within a week, the fog began lifting. I started to see light again. But I was lucky. Too many thyroid patients aren't. Why am I sharing this deeply personal story? Because I believe with every fiber of my being that thyroid patients deserve better. We need to be:
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Remember: If you're experiencing suicidal thoughts, please reach out immediately to a crisis helpline or emergency services. This is a medical emergency deserving immediate care. I know this email is heavier than my usual messages. But sometimes the most important truths are. Your life is precious, and understanding this connection might just save it - or help you support someone else who's struggling. You deserve to feel well in both body AND mind. Never let anyone convince you otherwise. With care and solidarity, P.S. The subtle but profound truth I've learned through all of this? Sometimes our deepest struggles become our greatest sources of wisdom and connection. By sharing our vulnerabilities, we create the very support system we needed when we were at our lowest. You're not alone in this journey. Join the my free group to connect with others who understand. If you or someone you know is struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out for support immediately. Help is available 24/7 through these resources: Crisis ResourcesIn the UK:
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If you're in immediate danger, please call emergency services (911 in USA, 999 in UK) or go to your nearest emergency room. PLEASE NOTE - I am NOT a Doctor or Medical Professional of any kind. |
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